everyday i wake up i think to myself
he didn’t have to be here
he could have been doing something else
and as long as i live i will never forget the things that i was going thru
i handled them just fine by myself
until they started affecting my health
didn’t have to love me he could a loved someone else
didn’t have to leave everything he knew
to put a smile on my face
but he saw i needed help
and got on the plane and put trust in God
that things would work out
and it seemed like no one cared
no one wanted to share the pain
so why should they share the pleasure
listening to me complain just wasn’t good enough
he had to be here to see the face
the eyes that never lied
the tears i never cried
and rest my mind assure that he was going to make me smile
not just for a minute but for a long time
and hold my hand to let me know that things would be just fine
and at that moment
time started to fly i started to have fun
without the extra weight
we know time can make us wait
but when he came it seemed as if he wasn’t late
nothing much was up for debate
but how hard can you smile
how long is a while because he’s going to stay
he’s never going to leave and i believe him
like everyone else i believed in
like everything else being let down will never stop me from believing
after all the things i’ve achieved
after all the hearts that didn’t want to share
he most definitely didn’t have to be here
but now that he is he is not going anywhere
~ black madonah
Fact is…By the time most people find out they have met the person they want to spend the Rest of Their Life with it’s Too Fucking Late.
FACT is…most people don’t know what they need,
let alone what they want,
they don’t learn from others peoples mistakes so they continue to put on a front
Like they are so smart, they can’t be hurt.
They don’t know what Love is So they stay seeking out Jerks.
They lie to themselves about just how much they can put up with
So they end up hitting the woman they love then they label her for not being shit.
They hesitate on speaking to the woman of their dreams cuz they feel they wasn’t cut out for it.
Then they drink their pains away thinking this must be the true feeling of bliss.
For them, they don’t really care much about themselves, so how could they care about another.
How could they have babies with their lovers instead of making a family that consists of a Father and a Mother.
by ~ The Black MaDonah
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle Autumn’s rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand by my grave and cry
I am not there, I didn’t die.
~ Author Unknown
The inevitable is destiny
Your temptations are tempting
They may cramp your style
Get in your way for a while
They pack up n smile
They are constantly in denial
They feed off your unhappiness
And breed an interactive mess
Unwilling to give in
They are the pleasure of our sin
The reality of what’s within
Hard to ward off along with a grin
Easy to allow you to slumber in sin
Ready for war it is what war is for
Stay creative and smart
Stay true to your heart
Plan ahead for success
And watch it avail
If you do not plan
You plan to fail