The Black Madonah

everyday i wake up i think to myself

he didn’t have to be here

he could have been doing something else

and as long as i live i will never forget the things that i was going thru

i handled them just fine by myself

until they started affecting my health

didn’t have to love me he could a loved someone else

didn’t have to leave everything he knew

to put a smile on my face

but he saw i needed help

and got on the plane and put trust in God

that things would work out

and it seemed like no one cared

no one wanted to share the pain

so why should they share the pleasure

listening to me complain just wasn’t good enough

he had to be here to see the face

the eyes that never lied

the tears i never cried

and rest my mind assure that he was going to make me smile

not just for a minute but for a long time

and hold my hand to let me know that things would be just fine

and at that moment

time started to fly i started to have fun

without the extra weight

we know time can make us wait

but when he came it seemed as if he wasn’t late

nothing much was up for debate

but how hard can you smile

how long is a while because he’s going to stay

he’s never going to leave and i believe him

like everyone else i believed in

like everything else being let down will never stop me from believing

after all the things i’ve achieved

after all the hearts that didn’t want to share

he most definitely didn’t have to be here

but now that he is he is not going anywhere

~ black madonah

Fact is…By the time most people find out they have met the person they want to spend the Rest of Their Life with it’s Too Fucking Late.

FACT is…most people don’t know what they need,

let alone what they want,

they don’t learn from others peoples mistakes so they continue to put on a front
Like they are so smart, they can’t be hurt.

They don’t know what Love is So they stay seeking out Jerks.
They lie to themselves about just how much they can put up with

So they end up hitting the woman they love then they label her for not being shit.

They hesitate on speaking to the woman of their dreams cuz they feel they wasn’t cut out for it.

Then they drink their pains away thinking this must be the true feeling of bliss.

For them, they don’t really care much about themselves, so how could they care about another.

How could they have babies with their lovers instead of making a family that consists of a Father and a Mother.

#FACTS

by  ~ The Black MaDonah

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle Autumn’s rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand by my grave and cry
I am not there, I didn’t die.

~ Author Unknown

The inevitable is destiny
Your temptations are tempting
They may cramp your style
Get in your way for a while
They pack up n smile
They are constantly in denial
They feed off your unhappiness
And breed an interactive mess
Unwilling to give in
They are the pleasure of our sin
The reality of what’s within
Hard to ward off along with a grin
Easy to allow you to slumber in sin
Ready for war it is what war is for
Stay creative and smart
Stay true to your heart
Plan ahead for success
And watch it avail
If you do not plan
You plan to fail